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WTF is on my Mind?!

Mark Vicente

Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director Mark Vicente was behind the sleeper hit “What The Bleep Do We Know?!” Several books have been written about the film’s remarkable gr...

Episodes

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Narcissists, Sociopaths & Family Court | Dr. Catherine Barrett

Forensic psychologist Dr. Catherine Barrett has spent her career on both sides of abuse. Early on, she assessed sex offenders, sexually viol...

70:46Oct 25, 2026

Bottling Up Rage: Why People Pleasing Ends Badly w/ Nick Pollard

I found Nick Pollard, known online as 'The People Displeaser,' through his Instagram reels, and three days later we were recording this conv...

74:56Oct 18, 2026

Failing the Test Is Passing the Test: The Moment I Chose My Wife Over NXIVM

This one is personal. When I was waking up from NXIVM, Raniere and the people around him were turning on my wife Bonnie and trying to destro...

14:53Oct 4, 2026

The Algorithm Wants us to Hate

You're sure you know who the enemy is. You've seen the evidence. You've read the comments. But what if the fight itself is the product? In N...

24:06Sep 20, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 14 - The Cult Assassin

For thirteen episodes, you've heard from the people Bentinho Massaro did this to. This episode is different. Carol Merchasin isn't a survivo...

74:46Sep 13, 2026

Narcissism: When the Ego Goes Insane

This is a crossover episode between WTF Is on My Mind and Remember Your Greatness. https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/remember-your-great...

20:16Aug 30, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 13 - The Insane Text Messages Part 4

Inst@Guru is an investigative series examining Bentinho Massaro, a Dutch-born spiritual influencer, and the high-control dynamics inside his...

97:48Aug 23, 2026

They Believe Their Own Lies: A Neuroscientist Explains Narcissism w/ Dr. Heather Berlin

I've been sitting with a theory for a while now: that dissociation isn't just what happens to survivors; it might be the actual cornerstone...

62:03Aug 9, 2026

Narcissistic Abuse Recovery: Dr. Ramani on Self-Blame, Grief, and Trauma Bonding

Narcissist's Playbook is out now and available to rent at https://narcissistsplaybook.uscreen.io/ From July 24th to 26th, we held our Narcis...

73:12Aug 2, 2026

"My Jaw Was on the Floor": Dr. Jamie Zuckerman on the Narcissist's Playbook Film

Dr. Jamie Zuckerman and I sat down to talk about our film, Narcissist's Playbook. https://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/ Dr. Zuckerman is a licen...

58:07Jul 12, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 12 - The Toxic Text Messages Part 3

This is episode 12 of Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro, an ongoing deep dive investigation into the world of Dutch spiritual influencer Bentinho...

60:54Jun 28, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 11 - Silvana

Silvana was working at Gaia, deep in a healing process, surrounded by a spiritual community, when she was introduced to Bentinho Massaro thr...

71:40Jun 21, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 10 - The Toxic Text Messages Part 2

This is episode 10 of Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro, an ongoing deep dive investigation into the world of Dutch spiritual influencer Bentinho...

62:10Jun 14, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 9 - The Text Messages Part 1

For the next few episodes, our three defectors, Jacqueline Graham, Keilan McNeil, and Jade Alectra, are going to read out their private text...

87:25Jun 7, 2026

Evan Rachel Wood: A Wolf in Wolf's Clothing

Evan Rachel Wood has been through it. The abuse. The smear campaigns. The legal battles. The silencing. And she came out the other side stil...

82:15May 31, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 8 - Aaron Abke "Behind the Mask"

One of the recurring defenses from people still inside Bentinho Massaro's circle is that the people who have spoken out, Jacqueline, Keilan,...

103:31May 24, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 7 - Jade Part 2 “Leave Your Body”

We pick up where we left off in Part 1. A kitchen in Ecuador. Two women looking at each other across an island with empty eyes. What follows...

68:23May 10, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 6 - Jade Part 1 "Empty Eyes"

Jade Alectra was a D1 athlete, a yoga teacher with 75,000 followers, a feature in Oprah Magazine, and a meditation practice she had built fr...

82:06May 3, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 5 - Keilan Part 2 "Closer to God"

This is part of my ongoing deep-dive investigation into the world of Bentinho Massaro - a Dutch spiritual influencer with millions of follow...

72:57Apr 26, 2026

Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 4 - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"

A note before you listen: this episode was recorded before I left for the Netherlands. I just spent seven days there shooting with the Three...

77:45Apr 19, 2026