Lily Crowder / A Monday In February

In this deeply honest and sacred conversation, Lily Crowder shares the unthinkable journey of losing her 15-year-old son to suicide—and the slow, tender trust that followed. The conversation explored grief, trauma, and the dismantling of the God we thought we knew, making space for a bigger, more present God who meets us in our darkest places. This episode isn’t about easy answers—it’s about learning to sit in pain, to feel what we’ve been taught to avoid, and to rediscover beauty in the smallest moments, like the sound of birds breaking through the silence. If you’ve ever faced loss, wrestled with faith, or wondered if healing is possible, this conversation offers language, companionship, and hope. For more information about Lily JOIN our RGWT Subscriber-Based Community: JOIN A Family Story's Mailing List JOIN the Rethinking God with Tacos Facebook Group at: Follow Rethinking God with Tacos on Instagram at: Follow Jason's personal Facebook page at: Follow Jason on Instagram at: Follow Jason on X at: SEND A DONATION!!

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Lily Crowder / A Monday In February is an episode from Rethinking God with Tacos Podcast by Jason Clark.

This episode is 01:06:08 long.

This episode was published on Apr 21, 2026.

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