1. A shadow

Goodbye to All This by BBC

Oct 11, 202022:00Society & Culture

“He blows a kiss and now I see it – there’s exhaustion in his eyes. How didn’t I notice it before?” Sophie and Russell never expected anything bad to happen – not to them. But then he had some blood tests and scans and t...

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