Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 11 - Anger

WATCH NEXT EPISODE: SUSAN'S BLOG ABOUT EPISODE 11: I am sort of attracted to darkness. I think I'm 90% pretty normal and 'good' but I do have this 10% that's very deviant. Being a stripper and enjoying it was a manifestation of that deviance. I understand how emasculating it must be for a boy to have a girlfriend that spends her time charming and mentally seducing other men while dancing scantaly clad simply because they pay her but I wish that my boyfriend would just understand that I'm devious by nature and that it doesn't change how I feel about him. I wish it didn't cheapen the intimacy that we share. I wish he would look into my heart, see it's dark side and love me anyway. ARIN CRUMLEY'S BLOG ABOUT EPISODE 11: Can intimacy be shared between more then just one other person? What about selling it? Is that the same thing as sharing? Is that cheating? Is it a worse kind of cheating or a better kind of cheating? Who knows? Maybe it was just something she always wanted to do and had nothing to do with me, and at certain points I was totally behind it thinking, "you go girl" but eventually my emotions caught up to the situation and I was not okay. It felt like something actually done as part of a campaign against me. Operation slowly start to screw over Arin and then leave when the time is just right, leave him. Music by: Appearances by Arin Crumley, Susan Buice, Erika Smith, Karl Jacob

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Four Eyed Monsters - Episode 11 - Anger is an episode from foureyedmonsters by Arin Crumley & Susan Buice.

This episode is 7:04 long.

This episode was published on May 1, 2009.

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